WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?
I'm sorry to yell
but my subtle hints ain't getting though
you favorite tweets about effort and purposeful intentions
but love is a two way street
And I'm barely in your mentions
I don't even know if you like me yet
So we go in so many fucking circles
my head starts spinning around and around
this two way street has become a roundabout
so how about you tell me how you feel
or at least make it clear
that you're open to my love
because some day's it feels like we don't make any sense
but I live for the days where it does
cause you'll text me when your home alone in your bed
and so I'll put thought into a reply but you'll leave me on read
and I sit here hoping you didn't get bored
and now have your legs spread receiving the effort that you crave
I said what i said.
I want to give you my best
but I feel like you give your love to everyone else
and all I get is the rest
I want nothing more than to feel the weight of your head on my chest
so while I want to be guarded like I wish I was with my ex
I know that wouldn't be fair to do to you
but she used to get angry at me too
not tell me why like you seem to do
I found out from a secret letter she was trying to hide
so for the love of god if you're angry at me please just tell me
it's fine I can take it.
But I can't take this guessing.
It messes with my head
I start to think maybe it's not worth it.
While I'm writing this poem
and I'm thinking about you
what are you thinking about?
If it's not about me then
tell me if there is a who
and if theres a who then
why do you text me like
this where you want to be?
What do you want me to do?
Because I want to tell you about my feelings for you
But I'm scared to call because there might be someone there with you.
