I Just Wish You Could Have Loved Me Too

You hit me up

Its late at night

Ask if you can call

Say she's been wanting again

You more than a friend

I don't want to know it all

You ask me for advice

And I don't know why

Don't you know it breaks my heart

You don't really wanna know

What I really think of her

What I think of you apart

I wonder what you're thinking

Do you want me just to say it

Is this all a game to you?

Are you just testing the waters

Why do I even bother

Cause deep down I know the truth

Youre calling cause you're lonely 

Just need a friend to talk to

And for you thats always me

So if you're asking if you can call

just dial her number instead

tell her what you're gonna tell me 

Cause if you're calling for my opinion

Then I'm done keeping you waiting

I'll pick up the phone for you

I'm always here cause you miss me

need me, and you say you trust me deeply 

I just wish you could have loved me too

 

To the Girl I Left Behind in August

I left you behind in August

I left you behind after loving you everyday for a year

I left behind wanting to talk to you everyday

I left behind all the late night conversations that amounted to nothing

I left behind favoriting all your playlists to make you feel good

I left behind watching your Snapchat and Instagram stories like my favorite movie

I left behind reading your favorite tweets to find some deeper meaning

I left behind trying to understand you more as a person so I could give you better advice

I left behind checking up on you cause you never checked up on me

I still have so much love for you

You may have very well been the one for me

But for you there was always someone else

So for the rest of my life, I will be left to wonder because of it

Whatever happened to the girl I left behind in August?

Do You Love Me?

I know you told me a million times

Ill need to hear a million more

Do you love me?

Am I your first thought when you wake up?

Good or bad, just be straight up

Do you love me?

Youre probably wondering

Why I keep asking the question

It's just the last girl to tell me that

Made me learn a couple lessons

So I know you told me a million times

Ill need to hear a million more

Do you love me?

And how can I be sure? 

Tear You Down

When I was low and broken down I lost myself.

But I got up and looked around where are they now?

They never ask me how Im doing, they just need help.

I learned they love to build you up then tear you down.