Because when it's good, it's so good
Like I've known you my whole life
Laughing and staying up until
the late hours of the night
When goodnight roll overs turn into
roll back overs and "I almost forgot"
I feel like I'm a kid again
and try to remember why I stopped
cause once again I feel fearless
throwing caution to the wind
reality taking a back seat
so I can drive and hold your hand
and I never cared much for kissing
until my lips met yours
and I felt the warmth of old love
when you wrap me in your arms
Because when it's good, it's so good
Like I've known you my whole life
Laughing and staying up until
the late hours of the night
Swapping stories of our day
Like you're my closest friend
and before we knew it
we'd lost track of time again
I soak it in and sleep so sound
I don't take these times for granted now
I know what it's like to lose your touch
and all these nights I love so much
You say my bad lucks all my fault
that I manifest my problems
when I just wanted to vent to you
and have someone in my corner
You talk about your future adventures
with all your old best friends
never once including me
makes me question where were at
I run my fingers along your skin
You look so pretty in the sunlight
You take my hand and move it away
and I don't want to start a fight
I want to be the confident girl
the one you had a crush on
but I'm gaining insecurities
and being careful how I respond
you've been through it too
I feel in love with an anxious/ avoidant
trying to hold on to my secure type
while trying to heal and be supportive
We've been through similar pains
and summited similar mountains
have similar triggers
and the bad days are slowly mounting
But once upon a time we took a break that broke me
Our self healing journeys took different paths
and Ill do anything to avoid that pain
and reliving all of that
Because when it's good, it's so good
Like I've known you my whole life
Laughing and staying up until
the late hours of the night
I soak it in and sleep so sound
I don't take these times for granted now
I know what it's like to lose your touch
and all these nights I love so much
Because when it's bad its bad
and the pros battle cons
asking myself if you're the one
or if were just another trauma bond
