Monday, November 18, 2024

Like Always

I were holding my hand when you dropped it
Turned to me and said, "I need to be honest."
That's the moment we lost it
That's the moment we lost it

It was just a mistake and you swore it
but you had their sweater once and you wore it
You thought I wouldn't notice
You thought I wouldn't notice

So what is it you were wanting me to say?
"Oh, that's okay, baby, I forgive you." 
Like always
Like always

I'll wrap you up in a hug
My right hand on the back of your head
as you cry into my shoulder
Like always

The victim of your own doing
Nobody feels worse than you do I'm sure
Still crying into my shoulder
Like always

So what is it you were wanting me to say?
I think you should leave now baby
Take their sweat on your way
Like always

Fooled me once and that's a shame
but fool me twice and I'm to blame 
Like always
Like always




You Plus Me Was

I cry on the bed when she's gone

It's nothing she did

I guess I haven't moved on

and I just stare


Guilt ridden photos in a folder

Not of her. 

What's wrong with me

Why can't let go of her


You plus me was

Perfect

To be honest

The way you looked in my eyes


She has intimacy issues 

and she won't look at me

Am I ugly?

What is she fantasizing


I cry on the bed when she's gone

It's nothing she did

I'm just trying to move on

and I stare


at the ceiling fan as it turns

why's it still hurt?

my heads spins in circles

I want her

not you


But our history's too long

and you also 

did nothing wrong

Maybe I'll never move on





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