You Plus Me Was

I cry on the bed when she's gone

It's nothing she did

I guess I haven't moved on

and I just stare

Guilt ridden photos in a folder

Not of her. 

What's wrong with me

Why can't let go of her

You plus me was

Perfect

To be honest

The way you looked in my eyes

She has intimacy issues 

and she won't look at me

Am I ugly?

What is she fantasizing

I cry on the bed when she's gone

It's nothing she did

I'm just trying to move on

and I stare

at the ceiling fan as it turns

why's it still hurt?

my heads spins in circles

I want her

not you

But our history's too long

and you also 

did nothing wrong

Maybe I'll never move on