Your Apartment

 I’ll never forget sitting in your apartment. 

After a training in Iowa City

You invited me over

I was so nervous

Just to talk to you

You invited me today

I said I can’t today but I could have

I always got in my own way

I showed up in uniform

Feeling very confident

And you took me to Freddys for my first time

And that’s what I ordered tonight 

5 years later

And I’m thinking of you

We went back to your apartment

And we talked for so long

And as the hours past by

I didn’t want to go home.

As midnight hit, I knew it was time

I stood back up and said goodbye

You asked again if I wanted to stay

I said that I couldn’t and work anyways

And said okay, and walked me to the door

Not much more was said

But I always wonder if there was

And if I made a mistake